Last one, I swear
April 2, 2006This blog is turning into a crime scene that I must constantly hide from the girlfriend. It’s just my luck that she has the sleuthing skills of Sherlock Holmes. I want to write and write freely but I’m constantly afraid of being discovered. If and when she discovers this, I’d be in trouble.
How will I explain to her that despite the fact that I love her terribly and that she’s the one I intend to spend the rest of my life with, I still can’t help but appreciate the beauty of other girls. It can’t be that bad. So long as I don’t act upon it, everything should be ok, right? But the very notion of me liking other girls infuriates her. Nevermind the fact that I have no intentions of actually engaging in an affair.
I hate this.
Oh no!
I’m getting sloppy. I left traces of my identity in my Gmail account when I created a new account. And when I opened my work computer, lo and behold, I forgot to clear cache, cookies, and history. I was still signed in to this account. Unbelievable. How could I have been so careless? I’ve been trying my best to keep this Infracted account hidden and I almost threw it all away with because of Gmail’s auto add system. I won’t let such slips happen again. I can’t afford to lose this blog.






